Holy Power from On High – Why Not?

Lately God has been speaking to me about two important issues: the first is His supernatural power that is made available to us, His children.  Jesus said, “Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in Me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father,” (John 14:12).  In fact, open your Bible and read that whole chapter because from there He promises to give us the Holy Spirit—the Source of that supernatural power.  Notice that there is no exception made, it’s “whoever believes” in Jesus.  And Jesus says that we will do “greater things” than He did.

The other thing that God has been impressing on me is the need for us to live a holy life.  Of course, when we are born again the holiness of Jesus becomes our, too.  But again and again God encourages us to be holy because He is holy, to put to death the old man, to run the race in such a way as to win the prize, and to bear fruit for the Kingdom.

I had a strange experience when I was in Texas this summer.  I was driving through Dallas from west to east in the fastest way possible: on the President George W. Bush Toll road.  Then I felt the Holy Spirit urge me to get off the toll road, so I got off, and it was an industrial looking area with a big church.  So I drove to the church, which looked closed, but then I drove around to the back, and there was a bookstore that was open.  So entered and looked around.  Immediately, I found The Pursuit of Holiness with Study Guide by Jerry Bridges, and it was on sale for only $2.  So I bought it.  God has really been talking to me through this book.

Then I began to realize that there is a connection between accessing God’s supernatural power and living a holy life.  Consider this: we cannot truly live a holy life without the Holy Spirit’s help; and we cannot live in God’s supernatural power unless we are living a holy life.  Of course, I cannot claim perfection in this, but more and more I am understanding that God wants us to live in our full inheritance as well as in holiness.  Why not?

Bad News Comes, but Jesus is Still Good News!

I got an e-mail the other day saying that my lifelong friend had committed suicide.  He was a believer, but clearly must have been in a terrible personal crisis.  Nobody had any idea, but now that I think of it, he probably never got over his big brother’s death 30 years ago.  Not that any of us have gotten over that, either, but I think it affected Jim more profoundly than any of us had realized.  Looking back, I realize that’s probably why he drank.  I don’t remember him drinking to excess before Nick died.  And I think he just always felt inferior to Nick because Nick was loved by everyone.

I loved Jim, and even if I had never thought this through before, I know that I did show him lots of love.  My whole family did.  He often called my parents just to talk.  But I think that some wounds are just too deep for ordinary human love to heal.  But he had turned to drink instead of to God for comfort.

One thing I was led to do was to forgive him this last sin—after all, suicide is the sin you can’t repent from.  So I forgave him because Jesus said that the sins we forgive will be forgiven (John 20:22-23).  I think that it doesn’t occur to most people to forgive suicides.  After all, it’s such a selfish act that leaves everyone you love feeling beaten and broken and confused.

I am reading “Pursuing Holiness” by Jerry Bridges © 2006, Navpress.  Jim’s suicide proves to me that we can’t afford to simply rest in the holiness Jesus gave us when we called to Him.  We’ve got to work on ourselves.  And it occurred to me today that even though Jesus did the work of salvation long ago, our personal salvation required our cooperation (i.e., confession, repentance, and baptism).  So it makes sense that our spiritual walk requires us to continue to surrender, cooperate, and yield to God as He molds us into the kind of vessels that He can use.   As with anything worthwhile in this life, you get out of it whatever you put into it.  Jesus said that troubles come to us all, but if we’re close to Him, He shields us from things that could potentially destroy us.

Thanks for letting me ramble.  This is just so hard!  But God is still good!  Please pray for Jim’s wife, children, mother, and sisters.